Unfair

Assalamualaikum and Hello everyone?:)

I have a younger brother(not the youngest one),who has growing up,and now he's 14.I remember,reminiscing back in time, when he stands beside me,and to be emphasize,SHORTER than me :p.But,it was before lah kan.Now,I just taller than Daim and shorter than everyone in this house :(.

It's not the main topic here.Since he's growing up,so now he's in phase of maturity,where the pimples is everywhere on his face.Thats normal(for my dad),but abnormal for me.I've been through this phase and it SUCKS.I still blame this phase for making my face such as shitto,where the effects of pimples,still on my face :(.I wish,my face is flawless and smooth as soap :p.

So,u know what,when my brother has pimples on his face,everyone's worrying about his pimples.My dad asked us to help him and buy any product to get rid of those red aliens and my dad also intend to bring him to Dr.Venkat too.My mom and my sister bought a lot of products but it wasnt worked. During my time,there's no one worrying about me such as that.This is so UNFAIRRRRR!All of u should bring me to New York Skin Solution to solve all of this problem :P.

Haha thats for today.Byeee.Toodles~

Stress and depress,u're so express!

Hye everyone,sorry for procrastinating.I'll update when I have time because,I've been busy all around.

So,well,Im a person who can let a go A matter,but will always remember those things back in time.I dont know why.But in few circumstances,I will never ask back why everything happened.I did cry last few days since I think my body need to rejuvenate from all of the things that freak me out.Im not a professional coach to myself.I NEED to recover everything and live my life as usual.Lets pray I'll be fine.

Recently,my body is bloody exhausted and no word can describe how I go through an unbalanced diet and unhealthy life -_-.Sometimes I take my lunch but sometimes,I just put it aside .Sometimes I think breakfast is necessity,but sometimes,I just think,breakfast leads me to stomachache :/.It's disturbing me in school!

I wish,I still in lower secondary.I cant control myself anymore.My mouth mumbling everything,my body shaking every time (I've no such Parkinson) and sends impulses to the brain that I need my beauty sleep and my face wants to free from all of those red eccentric alien.I cant control myself anymore.I feel like half of me is dead.The part of happiness in myself seems to fade away.

So ,now the clock has ticking till 6.06 AM.Im up for school.Btw,I've this superstitious thoughts,when I otw to school,If I'll be listening to such nice songs or my favourite songs,I can go to school and have fun all around.But if it such a music that is so lame and everything,my mood will turn to :(!

So,Assalamualaikum and toodles everyone!Love

My essay -_-

This is what I crap when tcer give me a bunch of essays.This one of those essay hihi

My life 20 years from now will be more interesting. On that time, I’ll be 36 years old and I’m looking forward that I will be an ambassador somewhere in United Kingdom and have a husband of course and 4 children. My husband would be an entrepreneur just like my dad and he will run a business in United Kingdom too. I hope on that time, I finished my P.H.D in accountant course or maybe in economics field.

I wish, on that time, my savings would be 1 million and I’ll drive Audi or even Mercedez. I want to live in just 2 double storey building simply because first, I don’t want to hire a maid or butler and second, I don’t have to mess up my mind just to tidy up the whole house just for a day. On that time, I’ll be a good cooker and can cook anything for my family because, in overseas ,it’s hard to find Halal food ,so, I’ve to master all of the cooking skills. And my neighborhood will be all of the Malaysian and my children can speak Bahasa Melayu. I hope they don’t forget their roots.

Twice in a year, I will fly back to Malaysia with my family to pay a visit my parents or I’ll pay them flight ticket to come over to United Kingdom. I’ll bring my parents to discover every states in United Kingdom and bring them to other countries too because experiences, come once in a lifetime. And I hope on that time, I’ll set up my foot on red carpet of Malaysia Airlines. I want to get all of the first class services and the armchair is bigger than business class and I’ll have my food served by the time I enter the flight and watching all of the hot movies that just come out in cinema.

Later, every summer, I’ll bring my children to whichever Disneyland and spend good time with them. I want to bring them to every country and discover everything together because memory will never fade away . I want my children to be happy and of course, they have to achieve flying colors result first to get all of this. I don’t want to spoil them. I don’t torture them but I want to be a strict parents that can benefit them in the future. I hope they don’t be a spoil brat and I want to implement all of the moral values in their heart.

Next, I wish on that time, I can have my walk-in wardrobe. And that time, my allowances will permit me to buy all of those luxurious things in Harrods. And I hope there’s no salesgirl that will underestimate me and stare at me just like I’m a beggar and will steal everything in their store. And once in a month, I’ll post gifts for my parents and my parents in law. I hope I can shower them with love equally.

Last but not least, I hope I’ll be grate with what bestow upon me. I’ll keep myself close to Allah,THE ALMIGHTY ,and will never forget HIM wherever I am. I hope I can tie a good knot with everyone and get over the negative things. Everyone hope for the best in their life, so I am.

All about MLTR

Me:*reading newspaper in ayah's office*

Me:Ayah,MLTR is coming here

Ayah:serious?

Me:Ha la tgk ni.they're coming to penang too

Ayah:ilah nak pi dak?

Me:boleh dipercayai ka ayah nk bg pi?

Ayah:Ha la.nak pi dgn sapa?ida?

Me:But,they're all old -_-.

p/s:i wanna go to bruno's if possible!

Hectic

Assalamualaikum,I've been busy and thousand apology!

First,I've been neglecting this blog and plus i dont have any idea why im so lazy to update it just like past years.

Well,I've been busy with Kursus Kenaikan Pangkat Sarjan Daerah Kubang Pasu 2011 last week and it was held in Smk Tanjung Pauh.It was freaking because in that camp,WE cant ,i repeat,we cant take a bath O_o!U will never imagine how i looked alike and how smelly i am.the coaches or we called Tuan,they said,everyone here didnt take bath,so ,we were same here.And on that time,I was likee ,erghh,hurry up time,i wanna go home NOW,i mean NOW!And it was raining for 3 days and my telekung was smelly because my shirt's soaked!U will never imagine praying in dirty condition.I wish,next time,we are given time to take bath .Can u imagine ,I used the same trousers for 3 days and did a lot of activities and then we prayed.-_-''.This isnt complaining,but,idk what to say.And the test,all of the test were tough and i knew it before i went to the camp,but just,i didnt ready for mentally and physically -_-.

what touch my heart was,when I suddenly,open this girl's log book and i read about her bio and to my amazement,she studies in jenan and came from Sandakan,Sabah.While lunch,I was eating next to her and asked her for apology to open her book without her permission.hehe.I asked her a lot :"> hehe.Then,u know what,she just can go back to Sabah once,i repeat,ONCE in a year .I told lili,how come did she survive herself,and lili said,if it was me ,the one who will be meeting my parents once in a year,i'll be crying like everyday simply because,if my dad go for outstation,i'll tell lili,i miss my dad :">.Too much 'ANAK AYAH' haha.

and finally,I bestowed by SARJAN at last !after a lot of tough tests,finally,i did it hihi.

and NEXT,I was busy with debate.we were having friendly match debate and we'd to prepare everything and I love when our team,give all of the cooperations.I felt satisfy with it.we have fun by doing the discussion and didnt stress out ourselves.we just being chillax haha.

and third,my BELOVED TEST 2!it's next week -_-.noooo.and a lot of things need to be revised.I dont know wether i have enough time to revise all of those 10 subjects -_-.It just,POSSIBLE for me to SAY,but IMPOSSIBLE for me to make it.If ALLAH wills,I can make it :).it just I have to work hard on it.Life is about sacrifice ;')

and there's still more things that I need to recover.Just pray that I can MAKE it by the time.InsyaALLAH.So,Goodbye love.:)!

Happy Birthday To Me

Hye,assalamualaikum.How's everyone?I hope u're in the pink of health !Well,I just turned to 16 !Sweet 16 xoxo!Haha well,I enjoyed my birthday this year!Enjoyed it very much and the day of my birthday,the rain was pouringggg after a long time!!!For my birthday this yr,I got handbag and perfume from my mom and dinner treat from my dad at Kenny Rogers.Love both of u so much :)!and thanks to Piqah for the card.I like it.So princess-y.:D!

For those who wish me,I really appreciate it and thanks.I love y'all.Your wishes really meant to me :).I'll remember it!Million thanks :)!

So,here a few pictures from my birthday dinner .

Thanks for coming my beloved aunties

I look so SANGAP -_-

Blowing the candles

Slicing cakes :D!

and all of these pictures below ,taken by lili.I asked her to take pictures of me with colorful balloons :D!Thank u lili.Love u!So sad that ziqah couldnt make it because her parents wasnt around at that time :( and aina and alin that now in mrsm :(.We shall make it this next timeee!







And last but not least,a video from me :D!Sorry for the blurness.I didnt focus it properly :(.sorry.hope u'll enjoy .thanks.Lots of love.xoxo!

Arent they all adorable?

I just love this piece of Louboutin because of the colour ;')

Ferragamo can give u a sense of satisfaction!

p/s:after all,I wish,I can have any of those!:(!